Update

I went to the ER Sept 22,2009 and had an ultrasound and they couldnt find a heart beat but they also told me that it is a little early to see one, but I go back tommorow and get more blood drawn to see where my HCG LvLs are. They were 9000 so hopefully they go up. Please Lord Jesus, give me strength, I believe you can work miracles!

Pregnancy Center

I am so pissed and disappointed in the pregnancy center. they wont even see me on my appointment. I am going to comment on it. All I want to know is to find out if I still am carring a baby or if I am not. I have to go to the ER and I dont really want to go sit and wait 2hrs before I am even seen.

Family

I wish my family were closer in relationships. It hurts me deeply and I dont know what to do. I really need someone that I can talk that can help me. I cry all the time, and I have given it to God but the problem seems to keep getting worse. I cant take much more pain. I feel like I am being ripped at the seams. I need help. I dont know what to do and it hurts so much.

5 weeks 5days!

Well I am 5 weeks 5 days along. It has been a farely good pregnancy so far, I have ony gotten sick a few times, I eat like a fat cow, and I am always tired.

i have other things going on right now too, such as tenderness and firmness in the chest area, but all is well. I have a Ultrasound on the 24th of Sept. I will get to listen to the heart beat and see the baby, I cant wait. I just wish my husband could be there for me but I will have to find another ride and someone to watch jaden.

Hopefully some time this week I can make it to the Health Dept. to get my other things done, so I can get wic for me. and get to a real doctor.

Pregnant!

Ok so my last entry was when I was 3 days late. Well I decided that I was going to take a test the next day, thanks to Nikki! I took the test and it came back positive, I was so excited that I couldnt wait for joel to get home so I told him at work.
He was happy, he was telling everyone he worked with!

I am 5 weeks, 1 day! Due date around May 5th!