May is over...LOL

Sorry I couldnt come up with a topic..lol! Today has been a good day. I got up at 8:30am and made breakfast, sausage and eggs for us this moring, got Joels clothes together for work and sent him out the door with a kiss and I love you!
Then I got myself ready for church, I didnt feel good his morning,thought I was going to get sick. But the Lord God is amazing and helped me get over it. I couldnt eat my breakfast because it was making me sick, but I am good. I feel bad that I dint really dress up today for church, I was kinda lazy this morning. Got Jaden ready for church and then got all my bible and purse together and walked out the door and across the street to church. I found out that Leanna and I, both of our husbands worked today. I hate when Joel works, worship is just not the same without him, something is always missing. and for everyone that reads this, my husband plays the drums! He is a very talented drummer. He has the ability to hear a song and play it. Church service was good, the pastor talked about Wendy and Peter Pan! I found out that I am a Wendy!, but with Gods help I can get through that stage in my life.
BTW Wendy is the girl that took care of her younger brothers and took the responsiblities of the mother. Many parents are shoving their responsibilties on the older kids to take care of the younger kids, which in turn turns them into Wendys. Both men and women can be Wendys. Just as both can be peter pan( the boy/girl that doesnt want to grow up)! Wendys are attracted to Peter Pans because Peter Pan tells them that they will take the to a place of excitement and fun, but actually the Wendys ae taking to a world of having to take care and be a mother pretty much to Peter Pan. So in the end Peter Pan got want he wanted and that was for someone to take care of him so he wouldnt have to grow up! I was attracted to my Peter Pan! How about you??
After service Jaden and I came home and ate lunch and watched " Confessions of a Shopaholic" it was pretty good, its a girly movie! Then Jaden took a nap and I cleaned some, I got all the dishes done and cleaned the livin room and now I am playing on the internet.
As soon as my hubby gets home I am going to sit back on the couch and read my book that a friend bought for me. The book is " The Outsider, by Ann H. Gabhart" it is a pretty good book so far. I hope to finished with it in the next few days so I can write a review on it.
I love listening to worship and praise music while I am cleaning and playing around, it calms my heart and brings me closer to the one prince charming in my life and that is Jesus! No man can take His place in my heart.

I still have my pain. As for taking a test I havent done that yet because it has one been a day since my period should have started, so by the middle of the week if it doesnt start I am going to take a test. Please pray for me.

Wow, my life is pretty boring to take about but remember you are reading "The Blah of my Mind" LOL!

Ouch.

Well as in my last blog, I said my breast were hurting me, well they still are. They are even really firm and kinda hard. I ask a few people if their breast did that around the time they should start their menstrual cycle and they said not that they recall. So Joel and I have been praying and Joel told me that he thinks I am pregnant. So I told him we will continue to pray and if I am then I am happy but if I am not then it just means that it isnt time for another child. God knows when Joel and I are ready, so I am waiting on Him. Dont get me wrong I do want another child or more children, but my choice is to wait. I have also decided that when I do get pregnant, I dont want to know if it is a boy or a girl. If Joel wants to know then he can, as long as I dont. But I have been thinking about that, and I really havent decided as much as I say. I guess when that time comes I will decide!
But back to my breast, I have been praying that God will let me know what is causing my breast to do that and to hurt. I know that usually around the time I am going to start my menstrual cycle that my breast hurt, but they are never firm and hard.
Just keep me in your prayers.

Yesterday was a fun day. I got my first pedicure. I spent time with a friend. We had a good discussion about God and our past lives and how much we have grown since then until now. I even got my eye brows waxed! But that I have had done before. I like getting them waxed rather then tweezing them. Waxing the pain is over in one swell pull but tweezing the pain is there until you have yur eye brows done the way you wan them. to much for me. Hey and I dont think $7 is that much for an eyebrow wax!

Now the next thing to do is cut my hair and color it back to brown!

Gradation is coming up for me and I am excited. My mommy will be there, but so will the rest of the family. This day is special to me. Hopefully the weekend of the 5th Joel and I will go out to my moms for a cookout, she asked us last Sunday, she told joel and I it would be for my graduation! I am praying the Joel will ease up a little and go instead of making my mother come here all the time. I know God is working on Joel. I just have to be patient to see the change.

Sore and Memorial day weekend

Well today has been a lazy day for me since I am in pain. My breast are sore and they are hard and I dont know why. They have been hurting for about 2 days now.

Well Joel and I after church went camping with Leanna and Will after church on sunday. It was Leanna's first time ever camping, she got to go without the baby. i had to take Jaden because didnt have anyone to watch her, Heather was going to but Andrew's parents decided they would go to the lake house, so Heather told us that she was going to go. Jaden was really good though. It rained alot but it was still fun. We had a blast. We got to know each other a little better.

We ate hot dogs and sausage. Easy things to cook! joel and I bought cherry dr pepper, it was so good. Still have a few cans left. There were lots of people there and we were all having a great time. Yelling and having a blast. Didnt get to go swimming but ther will always be another time. Joel and I go camping alot during the spring and summer months.

Lord Jesus, I ask that whatever is wrong with my breast, please show me and let me know.I ask that you watch over my family and give us all your favor. My graduation is coming up and I need help to relax. Watch over my mother, as she is living with her boyfriend again. Dont let anyting bad happen, control her temper. Thank you Lord Jesus for being my provider. In your name, Amen

Hair

Ok I have been thinking about cutting my hair but have no clue how I want to get it cut. I want it to look cute for my graduation. I hve asked some people but still havent heard anything yet. I wont go any shorter then my shoulders. I am also going to be dying it back to brown, I hate blonde!

Here is an idea I had to cut my hair.

I love Mandy Moore!

Family

today my brother ad sister and their dad came to Milly to go camping for Memorial day weekend. Awesome! I got to spend a little bit of time with them and I am going to spend more time with them because they are having a cookout and Joel and I are going. Yay! Cant wait to eat a big juicy hamburger. I paid all the bills today! Talked with my friend Leanna! Had fun! cant ait to go camping with them Sunday after service! It is going to be so much fun! Yay! Sorry in a really good mood so there are going to be a few Yays!

My mom is coming to church on Sunday! Awesome! cant wait to see her!

Everyone is pretty much gone for Memorial day weekend! I pray that everyone is safe and has fun!

I have had a good day so far. hoping to get my hair cut and colored this weekend!

Friends

Today I got up at 9:30am and played around on the computer and then got a call from my friend Leann at 10.30am asking if I would like to go out to lunch with her and that she would pay, so I said sure that would give me time to bond with her. We ate a burger king, Jaden got so wet because I let her play outside on the little playground that was wet from the rain. But it is ok, you are only a kid one time in your life. We talked about some things that had been bothering me from the past and so now I feel so much better, I am glad that God was with me and helped me bring it up without having her get mad. Then we went to Walmart because she wanted to use the redbox for the first time, so I showed her what to do and told her she had to have them back tomorrow night by 9pm or you will get charged another dollar. Then she had to pick up dinner for them tonight, then we went to her house and played Mario Bros, on the super nitendo, so fun, both babies took a nap. We had an awesome talk about God and the Bible and the things we believe in. We believed pretty much the same thing. I even taught her that if she cant say she forgives someone, she can always says she forgives them through Christ, because we can do all things through Him. Our God is awesome, I would never have been able to talk about God with anyone but He gave me the strength. We had a really nice time. Now she is out looking at a house that her and Will are going to buy. I have been praying for Joel and I to be able to get a house and I know God will bless us when the time is right, I just need to be able to wait and be patient in God. So I have been praying that He will give me the peace to wait and understand Him. He knows whats best for us.

I pray for the Soldiers that are over seas defending this country. I ask that you bless there families and give them the strength and that they will trust that the Lord will bring them home safely. I pray for all the families that have someone that has cancer, I dont know what it is like but I ask that you give them all strength and know there is always Hope in the Lord. I ask that all the children that are missing be safe and that they will either return to their families or that they go to be with Jesus and live happily, instead of being tormented or whatever they have to go through. I pray that you give people the ability to forgive all that have ever done them wrong and know that they can do ALL things through Christ!

Bless my family. give everyone safe trips for this Memorial weekend. and keep us safe as we go camping on Sunday night.

Friends are God's way of taking care of us!

In His awesome name
Ayla

Laundry, Life and Peace

Well this morning I didnt get out of bed until 11:30am, I got on and check my email and my facebook and Sandra was on and I talked to her for a little while.
I told her I had housework to do once again. Laundry, dishes and everything else, it never ends. Why do I have to do it all. No one helps me, I feel that I carry all the burden on my shoulders, I have tried giving it to God but it never seems to work. Is there something wrong with me? I try and try to get closer to God and something always gets in the way and I loose what I was trying to do,I have even said to myself that I have given up in many areas of my life because nothing good has come from it, I dont see any change.

Today I was looking at pictures of houses online and it made me cry because I dont think I will ever get out of the run down piece of crap trailor. I dont want o live here, I want a home that I can call my own. But the way Joel talks to me, we wont be moving at all, because he likes the fact that no one is making him pay rent as much as he would have to in a place of our own.
I had some friends come over the other day and we talked about a house on Old Monicello dr that I liked and wanted to go look at and they were like there is alot of termit damage and then the next thing I know they were calling my sister in law that is a realistate agent to let them see the inside of it. And now they really like it and are probably going to try to buy it...damn people. I pray that i dont do anything stupid and ruin the friendship that I have with them.

I have peace in my heart that I know my God loves me and is with me at all time!

Looking for a Home

So I have been online looking for homes for me and Joel to go look at and see about moving. I have been praying that God will bless Joel and I with a home of our own. I feel God telling me to go look and when you walk into the house you will know right away. So I have found 3 houses, that are florecloseures(sp?) They look nice from th pictures online and the prices are not that bad. I am excited to go look at them and see whats going on with them and how much work will need to be done to them. But I really want something that needs to have some work done to them so I can make it my own when I redecorate! Talking about looking at houses makes me excited. I have really been wanting to get a house that I can call my own.

Lord Jesus, I ask that you help Joel and I with getting a house, make it so that we both know at the same time that this is the house weare going to try to get. Give Joel the strength to understand that if it is out of town that Jaden and I will be fine. I want to live somewhere quite and kinda away from family, not that I dont love my family but there are to many problems that go on when you live right next to them. I ask thatyou also bless my family with the desires of their hearts,Like Marielle and Jason, give them a beautiful child, and Lee and Crystal let their store do really good, and Heather, help her sale a house, Mom and dad that they are blessed and that Mom will be able to redecorate her bedroom or whatever she wants, Jeremy and kristen, help them with finances and let them know that we love them and miss them all. I also ask that you bless my mother and show her your awesome love and faithfulness that I know. I really have thought abbout letting my mother read Captivating, so she could understand your love and faithfulness. I come to you asking may things, but I give you thanks for all the things you have already done in our lives and the things that you are going to be doing in our lives. You are an awesome God and you deserve all the praises and glory! In your wonderful name, Amen!

I am excited because I got the results of my test back yesterday and I made a 480 on the math. It is better then what I thought I woul do. I wouldnt have done it with out the Lord standing next to me giving the strength and attitude that I can do all thing through HIM. My God is an awesome God.

So I will walk June 8th@ 7pm at Oakhill Middle School! Yay, cant wait!

My Day

Well my day is not really that busy but it will be a little hectic because the things I need to get done are going to be hard when I have a 2 year old up my butt all the time. But I guess I have to deal with it because I am the one that had a baby..lol! I get told that all the time.

Lord Jesus, I ask that you give me strength in my work today. I also ask that you help me to handle Jaden with the peace and calmness that I should. I dont want to yell at her, I want to be able to calmly say NO and she understand, that I only tell her No because I know what could happen and I dont want her to get hurt. I love my daughter more then anything, I would no change anything, except maybe that I would know how to handle my praoblems without yelling and screaming. Help me, I need you to hold me and show me the way. Thank you for answering my other prayers. I know You are the only one that is able to provide everything I and my family needs. I also ask you Lord Jesus that you remove all the sickness from my family and heal Leah's body and give her the strength. I know that you can heal her entirely and never let it bother her again. Watch over my mother and help me show her that she needs to be close to you and to be able to come to you when she is in need of something. I want her to know the Love that I know you give us. I need my mother and I need her to understand where Joel and I come from on certain things that go on in our lives. I also want her to understand that Joel is my husband and I obey him and not myself. I know I and Joel are not perfect but I know somethings that I dont want Jaden to be around and neither does Joel, I want my mother to understand that to. I love my mother, even though she does or may do things that I dont like. I need the strength to be able to tell her my feelings without her getting mad at me. Please allow her to find a way to come to my graduation next month. It would mean a lot to me to see her there. It is a big day for me. I want to thank you for being there to listen to me when I really need you. Thank you for the things that you are going to do in my life and in my family's life. In your wonderful name, Amen!

Will be posting later about how my day went.

Life and problems

My life is so messed up. I dont understand some people. They tell you one thing and then the next you feel like you were wrong in something, but I guess the only thing for me to do is to pray and ask God for the answer or solution to my problems.

I had a talk with Joel and Pastor(dad) the other day after Wednesday night service about how I respond to Joel when he talks to me. I told them that I cant talk to Joel or any man for that matter because I dont trust any man. They understood because they knew what I was talking about and why I said it the way I did. I do feel bad that I havent yet broke through that wall of mine. I need to rely on God more then I rely on rely on myself and others. I need the strength to do so many things that are really easy.
I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to pray that God gives me patience but that God with give me support and help me through my struggles and problems that may come my way. I know that everytime I turn around something always comes my way and I have to deal with it and ten thousand others things, and when I cant do it, I go off on someone that really didnt do anything, maybe they just said something I didnt agree with and it caused me to go off.

Another thing that really bothers me is that I never feel accepted anywhere I go. Not even by my family. Which really bothers me to my core. Sometimes I feel that I dont even need to be here, because no one would give a shit. The only person I can depend on and that I know accepts me for who I am is my God. Everyone I talk wants me to change something about me so I cant figure out who I really am because everything I do is not me, it is somwthing that I was told to do or told to act. I need to stand up for myself and tell everyone to go screw them selves and stop trying to change me in places I dont need to change. I have been a christian for 3 years now and I have been told by people that they have seen alot of changes in me, and I agree but these ar good changes. I feel that the things people want me to change are things that they dont like about me, well to bad. This is me and this is how I do things if you dont like it them dont talk to me. I am not the Invisible Girl, I am girl who doesnt like conflict and doesnt care whats going on, so I am going back to being my quite self and I am not going to give my opinion, because all it does is cause problems. so if I cause problems with my being quite then to bad, it is relly your problem. The only thing I am going to speak my mind about is when someone hurts me. I am tired of keeping that all in, because it tears me apart inside because then I dont know how to act around that person. Dont ask me if I am mad at you, I will let you know. The next time someone asks me if I am mad at them then I am going to go off and say yes because you keep asking me that. It is tiring. Grow up, if I dont tell you right away it is because I like to go somewhere by myself and pray and ask God what to say and how I should say it so I dont cause anymore problems. Geez, my mind has so much stuff on it I dont think I could type it all.

My name is Ayla and my nickname is Aylabelle, there is no Invisible girl here and I dont want that to ever be me. I am done with all this crap. I give all my problems to God, He is able to do all things.

Graduation/CGTC

Omg I dont even want to get started on CGTC, they have angried me so much. I haev had so many problems with them and their GED program. I just got off the phone with Ms Devero, the person the is the head of my teacher that I had GED class with. With the things that I told her she was disappointed in her staff, because she has recently heard some of the same things from other students. I am suppose to email her and let herknow everything I tod her so she can have a document of it. So I am getting ready to email her.

All I have to say is that I am going to be praying about whether or not I should go to college there or somewhere else.

Mother's Day

Well I didnt go to church, which was a hard thing for me because I have never missed church since Joel and I got married 3 years ago. But I missed church and went to the Ren Fest in Fairburn, Ga! It was so much fun! I was one of the hundred women who got a flower! I was so happy! Jaden even had fun she got to play on the little rides that they had there, The first thing she wanted to do was go down the big slide they had, she had so much fun, even though I was was a little scared because she did it by herself. Then she walked around all day with us, she liked watching all the little shows, expecially the horses dancing! She ate some of Joel's turkey leg, it was funny seeing her take a bite out of something that was so big! I bought a parasol. It is white with a peacock on it, it is beautiful! Joel got a Lancelot Dagger for 10 dollars, it looks really nice! And of course I got beef jerky!!!!!!! I love their beef jerky!!!!!!!!!! Was going to buy perfume but I couldnt decide which smell I wanted and plus it was 15 dollars for a tiny bottle, so I said next time I would get one! When we left we went to Logans in Macon to eat dinner, it was so good. While we were there it was the first time I got to order a drink since I turned 21! I bought a Corona! It was so good! Joel and I had steak and Jaden ate a corn dog. We all had a nice time but we wont eat there again because we waited over adn hour to get our food and then we they brought it 2 things were missing. Then we went to go see what time Star Trek started becasue we were going to go watch it but it didnt start until late and so we dicided that we would see it some other time. We headed home and saw 2 rainbows at the same time. I took a few pictures, will be posting them really soon on facebook and maybe myspace! I also have a few other pics I will be posting! I had an awesome mothers day! I hope all the other mothers had an awesome mothers day too!

Lunch!

Lunch, today is going to be great. I am going to go to eat Japanese food with Mimi! I cant wait we are going to have some fun! I am going to take our camera with me so I can take pics and post my day out with mimi! After we eat we are going to go pay our bills!

I will type more about my day later!

My day was fun. I had an awesome time with Mimi. The food was good. We went to the Mall and had fun. I came home and cleaned a little but other then that my day was good.

Potty Training :(

Omg I am going to crazy trying to potty training Jaden. She doesnt seem to get it. I put her in panties and she will pee in them and not tell me. Its like she doesnt care. I dont know what to do. Everyone told me that I just needed to put her in undies and let her know what it feels like because she wont like it running down her leg, but she just doesnt care. If I dont check her every few minutes then she would sit in her pee or poop all day.

Lord Jesus please give me patience and help me with potty training. What am I suppose to do? I need help.

Kids!

Wow I have a daughter and I love her deeply and nothing will ever change that. I laugh sometimes because she is so admitte on getting what she wants. She is always asking for something and when I or her dad tells her no or that she will have to wait, she keeps pushing it. Eventually I or my husband give in and give her what she wants. We just dont have the patience that we really need. I pray to God that he blesses us with the patience we need because we both want another baby. We have been trying to conceive for a few months now and nothing seems to be happening and it is getting aggravating. I am getting stressed out. I guess I can say that God is trying to tell us that we are not ready to have another, but His word says we are to multiply. I dont know what is right and what is wrong. I am not good on waiting. I hate waiting that is one thing I dont want to do at all. Now I am having to wait to have another baby. Geez! Is there anything in this world that we dont have to wait for?????

Pain

Omg I have never been in as much pain as I am in on my period. Yea I get craps but thats normal for me. But my stomach hurts, just to even touch it. I have a sharp pain around my vagina and anus, it feels like I am being stabbed a million times. The sharp pain only lasts a few second but it hurts terribly. I looked some things online about the pain, some say it can be cyst on ovaries, others say it is an infection. All I know is I am praying that the pain goes away and doesnt ever return.

Other then me being in pain, I am doing alright this morning.

Why do we try?????

Why do we try to get pregnant? What is so great about it? I am so stressed, because my husband have been trying to get pregnant and nothing and we have been married for 3 years. At first we werent trying and we werent preventing it, if it happened it happened and we would be happy. Now we are tired of waiting and dont want Jaden to be to old before we have another.

Where is God when we need Him the most. I know we will get pregnant when He feels that we are ready but to me, I dont care how much money you save, all the precautions you take and so forth, you are never really ready ever. I hear people say all the time that they will have a baby when everything is finacially good, but in this world now, you never will reach that which means so kids, maybe that is what they are trying to say is that they dont want any children.

I started my stupid period today. My emotions have been off the wall. I feel sick. I dont want o do anything. I am upset because my husband and I prayed that I would not start my period, but let me be pregnant, well guess what I am not pregnant AGAIN.

I thought the Bible said that "if you ask, you shall receive" we asked and didnt receive. Whats up with that?

Sorry about my negative talking, but I am stressed and it is just that time of the month. Grrrrr life sucks!

Prayer

Lord Jesus, I come to you asking that you come in my life and help me get over my walls. I know that with You I am capable of anything. Bless my family. Fill us with your love so that we may pour it out on others who truely need to be shown love. I also ask that you bless Joel and I with a baby, we know it is all You, You told us that fill the world with Godly children, You told us to multiply. I give you all my worries, problems, and angry toward people to you for you to deal with and to help me forgive the people that I need to forgive even though it is extremely hard for me. I place my heart and my life in your hands, Keep me safe and keep my heart safe.

Lord, please show my husband that he is the only one for me and that my past is my past. Your word says not to dwell on the past and I feel that my husband does. Show me how to show him that he is my one and only.

One more thing Lord Jesus, help me with Jaden, show me how to handle her without losing my temper or my patience, Give my patience! Bless the family! Place your hand over us when we go through problems and struggles. With you anything is possible! You are an awesome God and the One and Only! Thank you Lord Jesus for being there for me when I really need someone to just talk to and to have someone hold me. You are my God! Thank you, I bless your name and I give you the praise you deserve, Thank you for dying for my sins.

In your wonderful and Holy name, Amen!

Blah.

Blah Blah Blah. My day again was taken over by something else. Went to church. I liked the sermon today even though I hardly heard any of it because I had to pee and Joel always acting out and talking to much. Will and Leann came to church today and then came to our house for lunch even though we didnt really have anything to eat. We had Red Baron Pizza and RC to drink. We watched Kingdom of Heaven, so I didnt get to take my nap. I am extremely tired. My body is weak and heavy.

Had a knights meeting at 6pm and it lasted 3 hours when usually it last about an hour maybe and hour and a half. We were told how we did in the tournament. I was the most consistanced. whoopie...who cares. Marielle won, she was the champion of the women. Dad(pastor, KC) won for the men.

Now I am home and I am so ready to go to bed but there is no way in hell I will get to go to bed anytime soon because I have to do everything for everyone.

I was suppose to start my period today, but I havent.

Now I am going to read and try to relax and then go to bed with a peaceful mind. I pray that I get a goods night rest. My God be with my family while we sleep.

WHewwwwww!

Well my day was so busy as you read in my blog before this. I went to bed at 9:30pm. I could not stay up any later. My body felt like a 1000 bricks, it was so tired and heavy. I slept until 9am this morning and got up and got ready for church and painted my toenails pink! Now I am waiting for it to be almost 11am so I can head over to church and praise the one true God that deserves to be praised with all my being.

He has been wonderful to my family. He blessed my wonderful hubby with a great job and blessed us with getting a new car when we really needed one.

For the last few weeeks I have been in pain and have hid it very well, besides my hubby knowing so he could pray. I did ask my mother-in-law to pray too but I didnt tell her what for, so she is praying for me too. I still am hurting in some places and not feeling that good this morning but I know with my Lord and Savior by my side I will make it through the day.

Today is the day I do not do any work but after church come home while Jaden takes a nap, I am going to finish my book that I got from the library the other day. I am surprised the book is as good as I thought it was going to be. I will be writing a review on it in a day or so or maybe even tonight.

well thats all that is on my mind right now. Maybe more later!

My Day!

My day was busy and filled with fun. Got up at 5am to leave at 5:30am to go to the big sale! We made it there and hour early. Met up with marielle and jason and heather. Got 3 dresses and a chemise. I love all the dresses I got, I am so happy. Then we went to Stonecrest Mall and walked around having fun. Had starbucks twice! It was so good! First a carmel Macciato on ice and then a berry chai tea....so awesome! Came home and went to walmart to get diapers and things for joel to make his shield. Now i am sitting here on the couch getting to watch a movie with hubby and daughter! Had a awesome day! Cant wait until church in the morning! Going to feed the ducks after church with daughter! Maybe have a picnic!

GED

OMG I am so excited! I have working on getting my GED for about 6 months and I finally found out the results the other day. I PASSED! Cant wait until I get to graduate which will be on June 8th at 7pm @ Oakhill! I am ready to start new with deciding what I want to go to college for.

My heart was pounding as I was reading my teachers email about whether I passed or failed and when I read that I passed my heart jumped out my chest. Soon after I called everyone and told them and everyone was happy for me.

When I called Lee and Crystal and told them the date of my graduation, I told them that is was on a day that they didnt open the store, and Lee said is that telling me I have to be there and I told him yes and they both said they would not miss it. I am glad that I get to have most of my family there to see me. This is going to be very special for me, even though I wish I would have just stayed in school and got a High School Diploma but I am satisfied with me getting my GED.

Now it is time for me to pray on what college to go to and what to study. I am so excited!

I want to thank My Lord Jesus Christ because without I would not have passed. He gave me a clear mind and set my heart at ease. I also want to thank MIMI because she watched Jaden and took me to class most of the time, without her I would have not been able to go to class to take the test. I want to thank the family for praying for me and having confidence in me that I could pass! Thank you everyone for all your support in my little but huge achievement!