For the people that dont know, I have a friend that was diagnosed with cancer of he tongue a little over a year ago. She is getting better as time goes by. The other day she went for another biopsy and she got the results today and it came back negative. Praise the Lord for working in her life. I pray for her daily. Yesterday she went to see the doctor because she could hardly swallow anything, so the stretched her esophogus, so now she is in a little pain and is resting. I will continue praying for her. God is awesome!
I have been praying to God about alot of things in my life and He has answered me and told me to let go and give them to Him so that He may deal. He has also told me to be patient, that my time is coming.
I am glad to know that I can count on God to listen to me when something is bothering me.
My God is an awesome God!
I am going to stand and yell at the top of my lungs that I am proud to be a Christian!
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Whatever
Whatever! I am so tired of everything. I dont care anymore. Dont ask me to care. But other than that I am doing good.
We got our AC fixed so now I have been busy cleaning my house since when I didnt have AC I really didnt do anything. It was to hot and my asthma has been acting up on me lately because it has been so hot.
The other day I woke up shaking and hardly breathing. Joel was going to stay home but I told him that I would call mom and dad and have them call you if I needed anything, it was sweet because he called me every hour on the dot to make sure I was doing ok. I love my hubby! I love having people in my life that I can truley count on instead of having to but my faith in people that I dont know if they will come around. But whatever, I know who I can count on and I know that God knows who I can count on, but first and formost it is God. He is always there for me when I really need Him.
I am proud to be a Christian and I am not scared to show it. I may not a very good Christian but I am working on myself to become the Christian, God wants me to be and I am proud of myself to see where in life I am now and where I was before I found the Lord. I have made a huge jump. I hear it every now and then from people that they are proud of who I am becoming and that makes me feel really good because I have worked really hard.
I pray every day for the Lord to help me with my struggles. And I pray for family and friends. I have become better at praying but I still dont think I can do it aloud for others to hear me, I barely can do it in front of my husband. But again I am working on that. I will one day lead in prayer for something and feel great that I did it.
We got our AC fixed so now I have been busy cleaning my house since when I didnt have AC I really didnt do anything. It was to hot and my asthma has been acting up on me lately because it has been so hot.
The other day I woke up shaking and hardly breathing. Joel was going to stay home but I told him that I would call mom and dad and have them call you if I needed anything, it was sweet because he called me every hour on the dot to make sure I was doing ok. I love my hubby! I love having people in my life that I can truley count on instead of having to but my faith in people that I dont know if they will come around. But whatever, I know who I can count on and I know that God knows who I can count on, but first and formost it is God. He is always there for me when I really need Him.
I am proud to be a Christian and I am not scared to show it. I may not a very good Christian but I am working on myself to become the Christian, God wants me to be and I am proud of myself to see where in life I am now and where I was before I found the Lord. I have made a huge jump. I hear it every now and then from people that they are proud of who I am becoming and that makes me feel really good because I have worked really hard.
I pray every day for the Lord to help me with my struggles. And I pray for family and friends. I have become better at praying but I still dont think I can do it aloud for others to hear me, I barely can do it in front of my husband. But again I am working on that. I will one day lead in prayer for something and feel great that I did it.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Blessed!
My God is awesome. He knows when the best time is to bless us. He has blessed my family abundently these month. I love seeing and feeling the blessing of Christ!
These last few days have been extremely hot, and I have felt it. I have had a hard time breathing and I have been drinking tons of water to hydrate my body and staying in my bedroom where there is an AC!
I am waiting for my picture of my litte sister because she will be a senior when school starts again, and she got senior pics taken, I cant wait to see them or at least the ones I am going to get. I miss my family in Indiana alot. Sometimes I wat to move back up there, but then I am sure I will miss the family down here. All I know is the next year Joel and I are going to Indiana to visit and I cant wait.
Lord, I come to you asking that you continue your blessings and that you will watch over my family and bring them closer to you. I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to keep asking for you to bless us with another child, because I know you will bless us with one when the time is ready! I will me patient and wait on you. I know you heard me, when I asked. Thank you for blessing us and your continueing blessings. In your name, Amen!
These last few days have been extremely hot, and I have felt it. I have had a hard time breathing and I have been drinking tons of water to hydrate my body and staying in my bedroom where there is an AC!
I am waiting for my picture of my litte sister because she will be a senior when school starts again, and she got senior pics taken, I cant wait to see them or at least the ones I am going to get. I miss my family in Indiana alot. Sometimes I wat to move back up there, but then I am sure I will miss the family down here. All I know is the next year Joel and I are going to Indiana to visit and I cant wait.
Lord, I come to you asking that you continue your blessings and that you will watch over my family and bring them closer to you. I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to keep asking for you to bless us with another child, because I know you will bless us with one when the time is ready! I will me patient and wait on you. I know you heard me, when I asked. Thank you for blessing us and your continueing blessings. In your name, Amen!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Dont Understand
Why is that no matter what I say sorry for it never seems like it is enough or that the person says they forgive me but then when around each other, they blow me off or just dont have any contact.
I guess all I know is that I did what God told me to do and that was apologize for whatever it was that I did. It is now on the person that has to forgive. Oh yea you can say you forgive, but is it really true or do you just say it so they will leave you alone about, then you go home and write in a journal about what they did and how rude it was and how mad you are at them. Well if so, you have not forgiven. If you dont believe me then just wait until God, tells you that what you did is wrong. Because Jesus forgave us fully and competely, there was no and, ifs, or butts about it. He died for us. Jesus is still sitting in heaven forgiving us of all that we do that is wrong. He does not choose when to forgive, He forgives everything. As christians we need to forgive and be like christ, the Bible even tells us that.
I guess all I know is that I did what God told me to do and that was apologize for whatever it was that I did. It is now on the person that has to forgive. Oh yea you can say you forgive, but is it really true or do you just say it so they will leave you alone about, then you go home and write in a journal about what they did and how rude it was and how mad you are at them. Well if so, you have not forgiven. If you dont believe me then just wait until God, tells you that what you did is wrong. Because Jesus forgave us fully and competely, there was no and, ifs, or butts about it. He died for us. Jesus is still sitting in heaven forgiving us of all that we do that is wrong. He does not choose when to forgive, He forgives everything. As christians we need to forgive and be like christ, the Bible even tells us that.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Other Blog
Please come check out my other blog. http://ramblingsofbookworms.blogspot.com/
This week has been a good week until Joel told me that his place of work was moving there pay day to match Verizon. I mean they have been changing everything in the store, what gives? Well I was happy when he said he would get a pay check on friday(today)! Well I figured ok so you are going to get paid for a week, well thats not good since we already had a plan made out to pay our bills on the 19th. So I went around figuring out what to do and then this morning, Joel and I was blessed with not only one weeks pay but his normal 2 weeks. I was so shocked since he got paid last Friday, but I was thankful because that means that all our bills will be caught up and when he gets paid again we wont have to pay everything that we normally have to pay which means we can start saving!!! Thank the Lord,for always being there for us when we really need Him the most.
Lord, I come to you to thank you for always being there for us when we really needed you, yu have never let us go without, and I give all the praise and glory to you. I also ask that you bless Joel and I with another child, you said that you wanted u to multiply, well Lord we cant do that without you. I am being patient and waiting on you Lord. You know when the time is right, Thank you! Lord, I also ask that you give me the strength to show my mother the love of Christ that you have given me to show. I dont want to be scared to talk about You with anyone, and I dont want to be scared that I will be looked down at for being who I am. Help me, please. Help me to forgive the people in my life and not in my life anymore that have hurt me. I know that is the right thing to do but I struggle with forgiving on a daily basis. I need your guidence and support. I need to know that I can do all things through you. You are wonderful and mighty and the Only One. I give the glory to your wonderful, powerful,and mighty name, Amen!
This week has been a good week until Joel told me that his place of work was moving there pay day to match Verizon. I mean they have been changing everything in the store, what gives? Well I was happy when he said he would get a pay check on friday(today)! Well I figured ok so you are going to get paid for a week, well thats not good since we already had a plan made out to pay our bills on the 19th. So I went around figuring out what to do and then this morning, Joel and I was blessed with not only one weeks pay but his normal 2 weeks. I was so shocked since he got paid last Friday, but I was thankful because that means that all our bills will be caught up and when he gets paid again we wont have to pay everything that we normally have to pay which means we can start saving!!! Thank the Lord,for always being there for us when we really need Him the most.
Lord, I come to you to thank you for always being there for us when we really needed you, yu have never let us go without, and I give all the praise and glory to you. I also ask that you bless Joel and I with another child, you said that you wanted u to multiply, well Lord we cant do that without you. I am being patient and waiting on you Lord. You know when the time is right, Thank you! Lord, I also ask that you give me the strength to show my mother the love of Christ that you have given me to show. I dont want to be scared to talk about You with anyone, and I dont want to be scared that I will be looked down at for being who I am. Help me, please. Help me to forgive the people in my life and not in my life anymore that have hurt me. I know that is the right thing to do but I struggle with forgiving on a daily basis. I need your guidence and support. I need to know that I can do all things through you. You are wonderful and mighty and the Only One. I give the glory to your wonderful, powerful,and mighty name, Amen!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Last Night
Well last night was a good night. My mother-in-law took Jaden for the night so me and Joel go to spend some time together. We went to the movies and watched "drag me to hell", it was alright. Wasnt really scary, it was kind of corny! Then we came home and relaxed and had fun. We didnt go to bed until late and I felt terrible because Joel had to get up and go to work early.
The only bad thing about last night was all night I felt sick to my stomach. I had felt bad before church and I thought it was just because I was hungry but even after I ate I felt the same.
I felt like that this morning when I got up to send Joel out on his way. no fever and nothing else is hurting and feels bad. maybe it was something that I ate. I prayed and am still praying.
some other things on my mind are,
why do family members have to be so mean, or why do they decide to joke and play around about serious things. Like last night as church my friend Leanna came to me and said that she was sorry she didnt make it to my graduation and I told her it was alright, and then she said it was because she wasnt feeling good and then my broth-in-law said well you didnt miss anything it was only 20 minutes long. It hurt my feelings because that was imporant to me. Well, I will be ok because I know that I worked hard for those so called 20 minutes!
The only bad thing about last night was all night I felt sick to my stomach. I had felt bad before church and I thought it was just because I was hungry but even after I ate I felt the same.
I felt like that this morning when I got up to send Joel out on his way. no fever and nothing else is hurting and feels bad. maybe it was something that I ate. I prayed and am still praying.
some other things on my mind are,
why do family members have to be so mean, or why do they decide to joke and play around about serious things. Like last night as church my friend Leanna came to me and said that she was sorry she didnt make it to my graduation and I told her it was alright, and then she said it was because she wasnt feeling good and then my broth-in-law said well you didnt miss anything it was only 20 minutes long. It hurt my feelings because that was imporant to me. Well, I will be ok because I know that I worked hard for those so called 20 minutes!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Graduation
Yay! Last night I graduated from getting my GED. I am so proud of myself. I was pushed by family and friends to do it which then in turn made me push to get it. I know God helped me through alot of it! Yay!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Good Day!
Today had a good day. Cleaned a little not to much, but some. I love being happy! i know my God is by myside and He is always listening to me. He has been talking to me, like I was having a conversation with Him all day and He has heard everything I had to say. I am proud to be a christian and I wouldnt change anything.
I have found a new hobbie to start and I am going to buy some stuff for it this weekend. I cant wait to see how I do and if I want to keep up with that hobby! I have a hard time keeping with things!
Excited that 4 days until I graduate! YAY! Cant wait it is going to be so much fun. I am praying that I can get my hair colored and cut before Monday the 8th! Back to a brown my hair goes and I am going to get it cut to my shoulders..lol! I am a little nervous bout it but I am going to look cute..lol! Yes I am conceited, get over it. I like myself and I am proud of myself for the things in my life that I have accomplished. Things I never thought I would be able to do.
I love my husband and my beautiful daughter! My family is very important to me and even my extended family. I have so many people here for me that I didnt even realize. I always told myself that I had no one but now that God has shown me that I have my family and friends that makes me feel better. God is awesome and glorious!
I thank God everyday for my family and friends. I know He is listening to me even when I dont see His answers!
Happt Happy Joy Joy!
I hope we go camping this weekend! I love camping.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Enough is Enough
Ok, now this is enough, first my breast hurt and are hard, then my kidneys start hurting really bad and then my cycle starts for the month...grrrr! Well breast dont hurt but they are still hard, my kidneys still hurt really bad, have been drinking alot of water and juice to cleanse my insides and my cycle is heavy and nasty. Why do women have to go through so much and men dont really have to go through anything. I mean us women, we have a monthly cycle, which sometimes can be painful, we have to carry a child for 9months and then push it out, which is painful, while being pregnant, we experience breast tenderness and back pain and swollen feet, geez and men dont deal with any of the pain. The only thing I know is men may gain sympathy weight, while the women is pregnant but hey thats nothing compared to what we go through..haha I wish I were a man so I wouldnt have to go through all this crap. Sorry about that but I had to get that off my chest...LOL!
I want to thank God for blessing us with am air conditioner. We have been praying for one, and yesterday a dear friend called us and asked of if we would like one. I was so happy, one room will be nice and cool, until God blesses us either with another one or a better place to live that has air. I know God is watching over us and protecting us, He is with me, by my side all the time. I know if I really need to talk to someone He is there listening and He never talks back. He waits until I am completely finished and then tells me His heart and want He wants from me. He makes my life so much easier and I know He truely cares about my feelings and thoughts, even when I am mad at Him. Thank you Lord Jesus for listening to me and being there with me whenever I need you the most.
Lord Jesus, I ask that you bless this family abundently, I ask that you bless us with another child, You told us to multiply and be fruitful, well Lord, we can not do it by ourselves, we need Your help and guidence. I also ask that You bless my sister Marielle with a child. We give it all to You! I ask that You watch over this family and all else in the family, that we are blessed and protected. In Your wonderful and glorious name, Amen!
I also pray for the families that are dealing with someone you have cancer or is sick, I ask that you give them the strength and show them the love you show all your people and family. Let them know You are there with them and that they can talk to You whenever they need to. I pray for the soldiers that are fighting for this country, that they ar able to come home safetly to their familes and friends. I pray for the people that are struggling, You know what they are going through, You are the only one that can reach them and touch their hearts with Your wonderful Love. I pray for Sri Lanka, that all the things that are going on will stop. I am not sure of everything but You know all.
I want to thank God for blessing us with am air conditioner. We have been praying for one, and yesterday a dear friend called us and asked of if we would like one. I was so happy, one room will be nice and cool, until God blesses us either with another one or a better place to live that has air. I know God is watching over us and protecting us, He is with me, by my side all the time. I know if I really need to talk to someone He is there listening and He never talks back. He waits until I am completely finished and then tells me His heart and want He wants from me. He makes my life so much easier and I know He truely cares about my feelings and thoughts, even when I am mad at Him. Thank you Lord Jesus for listening to me and being there with me whenever I need you the most.
Lord Jesus, I ask that you bless this family abundently, I ask that you bless us with another child, You told us to multiply and be fruitful, well Lord, we can not do it by ourselves, we need Your help and guidence. I also ask that You bless my sister Marielle with a child. We give it all to You! I ask that You watch over this family and all else in the family, that we are blessed and protected. In Your wonderful and glorious name, Amen!
I also pray for the families that are dealing with someone you have cancer or is sick, I ask that you give them the strength and show them the love you show all your people and family. Let them know You are there with them and that they can talk to You whenever they need to. I pray for the soldiers that are fighting for this country, that they ar able to come home safetly to their familes and friends. I pray for the people that are struggling, You know what they are going through, You are the only one that can reach them and touch their hearts with Your wonderful Love. I pray for Sri Lanka, that all the things that are going on will stop. I am not sure of everything but You know all.
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