Monday, October 10, 2011

When?

I yearn to own my own home. When I see others able to buy or look at homes it makes me cry. I am jealous, and I know I shouldn't be but it is hard because some of the people that I know that are looking at homes or that buy a home don't have anything or they are not obeying the lord in anyway. I feel that the things I do I do for nothing because I have nothing. I live in a home that is falling apart, the carpet is ripping and coming apart. I am trying to make the home now something I can be proud of living in but it just isn't happening. I really want a home that I can call "my own" and something I am proud of. I know this probably sounds selfish and unsatisfied but I have always thought of myself living in something better then what I have always lived in. All the homes I have lived in have been the same way my house is now. I want better for my kids and for me and my husband. Please pray for me.

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  1. I am praying for you. Don't give up! Be persistent in you prayers. The scripture I had the other day was: Luke 16:11-12

    New International Version (NIV)

    11 So if you have not been trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will trust you with true riches? 12 And if you have not been trustworthy with someone else’s property, who will give you property of your own?

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