Well last night was a good night. My mother-in-law took Jaden for the night so me and Joel go to spend some time together. We went to the movies and watched "drag me to hell", it was alright. Wasnt really scary, it was kind of corny! Then we came home and relaxed and had fun. We didnt go to bed until late and I felt terrible because Joel had to get up and go to work early.
The only bad thing about last night was all night I felt sick to my stomach. I had felt bad before church and I thought it was just because I was hungry but even after I ate I felt the same.
I felt like that this morning when I got up to send Joel out on his way. no fever and nothing else is hurting and feels bad. maybe it was something that I ate. I prayed and am still praying.
some other things on my mind are,
why do family members have to be so mean, or why do they decide to joke and play around about serious things. Like last night as church my friend Leanna came to me and said that she was sorry she didnt make it to my graduation and I told her it was alright, and then she said it was because she wasnt feeling good and then my broth-in-law said well you didnt miss anything it was only 20 minutes long. It hurt my feelings because that was imporant to me. Well, I will be ok because I know that I worked hard for those so called 20 minutes!
how well do you know your brother-in-law? I mean couldn't he just be saying that to make it easier for your friend? I mean if he was there he must have been proud of you otherwise he could have stayed home right?
ReplyDeleteI am not just talking about just that occasion. He has done it on several other occasion. And I wa making it easier for my friend by tellin gher it was ok, since she was sick. Well when he said waht he said it sure did sound like he really didnt want to go, by dont judge me, those are my feelings. And I may feel differently then you would if someone said that to you.
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