Well I thought I might have been pregnant, but it turns out that my cycle was just messed up.
I bled brown blood for 4 days and then on the 4th night it turned red.
I was okay with it, because I didnt get to worked up about it but I really wish I were.
I know that the Lord has something in store for me, I just need to wait.
I really want a baby before and I mean I want to have already have the baby before next year ends.
I havent felt well for the past few weeks and I dont know why.
Today is cold and I am sweating my butt off. But I am cold..why?
I am praying that things work out for the best and that I get to go see my little sister graduate in may. That would mean I get to go all the way to Indiana to my home. I miss it so much!
Lord Jesus, I am tired of crying over the child that I lost, I know she/he is in better place and is happy. I want to be happy too. I know that I will one day get to hold them in my arms and tell them how much I love them so much! You know my desires and my needs. Thank you for blessing my family and friends and I ask that you continue to bless us. You are worthy of all praise and glory. You are the Lord Almighty. In your name, Amen!
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