Pondering

Well I have been pondering a few things going on in my life lately and I have been praying alot more then I have ever prayed.

There is 1 week until Christmas and I am excited and cant wait. Jaden will love all her gifts!
Joel wants to have a Christmas eve party but I really dont want to because there is not enough time to plan for it. But he will figure that out for himelself when no one shows up. lol!

My cycle was weird this month, but oh well. Hopefully next month it will be better or it doesnt come..lol!

I have an amazing friend, that I didnt expect to be so close to and feel a specail bond with, but I do. She has helped me out with alot of things that I have been going through, and she made me feel special when I was going through a rough spot in my life. And she still continues to be there for me. I am grateful; to have someone like her. God has blessed her with that ability and she does a wonderful thing when she uses her gift.
I pray and ask God to continue to bless her and and her family so that they may beable to continue their blessing on someone else.

Still I am looking for a twin size bed, for Jaden for Christmas and trying to get her a new car seat since the one she has is falling apart and is to small for her. I need a booster seat( thats what it is called) they are about 40 at walmart and more expensive at kmart. Why do things like that cost so much when half the time the kids are not in them very long. it is the same with shoes for them, they cost as much as mine do but they will only wear them for maybe a month or two and then you have to buy new ones again, unless me I can buy a pair and they will last because my feet and I are done growing..lol!
Most of all Jaden needs more clothes then toys, I went through her toys and I am giving 4 big boxes to Salvation Army, and she still have 2 boxes full for herself, NO MORE TOYS!

Man I wish this rain would just go away! I want SNOW!