Why do we try?????

Why do we try to get pregnant? What is so great about it? I am so stressed, because my husband have been trying to get pregnant and nothing and we have been married for 3 years. At first we werent trying and we werent preventing it, if it happened it happened and we would be happy. Now we are tired of waiting and dont want Jaden to be to old before we have another.

Where is God when we need Him the most. I know we will get pregnant when He feels that we are ready but to me, I dont care how much money you save, all the precautions you take and so forth, you are never really ready ever. I hear people say all the time that they will have a baby when everything is finacially good, but in this world now, you never will reach that which means so kids, maybe that is what they are trying to say is that they dont want any children.

I started my stupid period today. My emotions have been off the wall. I feel sick. I dont want o do anything. I am upset because my husband and I prayed that I would not start my period, but let me be pregnant, well guess what I am not pregnant AGAIN.

I thought the Bible said that "if you ask, you shall receive" we asked and didnt receive. Whats up with that?

Sorry about my negative talking, but I am stressed and it is just that time of the month. Grrrrr life sucks!