My Day

Well my day is not really that busy but it will be a little hectic because the things I need to get done are going to be hard when I have a 2 year old up my butt all the time. But I guess I have to deal with it because I am the one that had a baby..lol! I get told that all the time.

Lord Jesus, I ask that you give me strength in my work today. I also ask that you help me to handle Jaden with the peace and calmness that I should. I dont want to yell at her, I want to be able to calmly say NO and she understand, that I only tell her No because I know what could happen and I dont want her to get hurt. I love my daughter more then anything, I would no change anything, except maybe that I would know how to handle my praoblems without yelling and screaming. Help me, I need you to hold me and show me the way. Thank you for answering my other prayers. I know You are the only one that is able to provide everything I and my family needs. I also ask you Lord Jesus that you remove all the sickness from my family and heal Leah's body and give her the strength. I know that you can heal her entirely and never let it bother her again. Watch over my mother and help me show her that she needs to be close to you and to be able to come to you when she is in need of something. I want her to know the Love that I know you give us. I need my mother and I need her to understand where Joel and I come from on certain things that go on in our lives. I also want her to understand that Joel is my husband and I obey him and not myself. I know I and Joel are not perfect but I know somethings that I dont want Jaden to be around and neither does Joel, I want my mother to understand that to. I love my mother, even though she does or may do things that I dont like. I need the strength to be able to tell her my feelings without her getting mad at me. Please allow her to find a way to come to my graduation next month. It would mean a lot to me to see her there. It is a big day for me. I want to thank you for being there to listen to me when I really need you. Thank you for the things that you are going to do in my life and in my family's life. In your wonderful name, Amen!

Will be posting later about how my day went.