Ouch.

Well as in my last blog, I said my breast were hurting me, well they still are. They are even really firm and kinda hard. I ask a few people if their breast did that around the time they should start their menstrual cycle and they said not that they recall. So Joel and I have been praying and Joel told me that he thinks I am pregnant. So I told him we will continue to pray and if I am then I am happy but if I am not then it just means that it isnt time for another child. God knows when Joel and I are ready, so I am waiting on Him. Dont get me wrong I do want another child or more children, but my choice is to wait. I have also decided that when I do get pregnant, I dont want to know if it is a boy or a girl. If Joel wants to know then he can, as long as I dont. But I have been thinking about that, and I really havent decided as much as I say. I guess when that time comes I will decide!
But back to my breast, I have been praying that God will let me know what is causing my breast to do that and to hurt. I know that usually around the time I am going to start my menstrual cycle that my breast hurt, but they are never firm and hard.
Just keep me in your prayers.

Yesterday was a fun day. I got my first pedicure. I spent time with a friend. We had a good discussion about God and our past lives and how much we have grown since then until now. I even got my eye brows waxed! But that I have had done before. I like getting them waxed rather then tweezing them. Waxing the pain is over in one swell pull but tweezing the pain is there until you have yur eye brows done the way you wan them. to much for me. Hey and I dont think $7 is that much for an eyebrow wax!

Now the next thing to do is cut my hair and color it back to brown!

Gradation is coming up for me and I am excited. My mommy will be there, but so will the rest of the family. This day is special to me. Hopefully the weekend of the 5th Joel and I will go out to my moms for a cookout, she asked us last Sunday, she told joel and I it would be for my graduation! I am praying the Joel will ease up a little and go instead of making my mother come here all the time. I know God is working on Joel. I just have to be patient to see the change.